a little depressed!

Sometime, it feels like one can only handle so much before the world comes down on them. In the past 4 months our lives have been like a roller coster up and then down up and then down. I am not sure how much of that one can take before they feel as if their life is falling apart maybe? Sometime, it feels as though all your problems are huge and couldn't get much bigger, then you turn and look and see that it could be much worse. Little of what is going on. Dave is still working in Nevada. How I would love to tell you that we are there with him, I can't. I believe we will be staying here in Montana for a long time. I don't really know how I feel about it though. I was really looking forward to the future of us all being together everyday of every week, Now all that seems to have changed:( Oh well, I do believe that nothing is to big to conquer. Yesterday was awesome. Dave (from Nevada) sent me a dozen roses to work for my birthday, a friend sent me balloons, gift baskets, candle wax burners, coffee cup, and my parents gave me a sweater. What a great birthday, but I must say there was one most important part of my life missing my HUSBAND:( I know that you have to do what you can to make you family's life easier. But I am here to tell you it is becoming harder. OK OK I will stop complaining. I know there are other people out there in a lot worse spots then me. I do however want Dave to know how much we love and miss him everyday he is gone from home.