a little depressed!

Sometime, it feels like one can only handle so much before the world comes down on them. In the past 4 months our lives have been like a roller coster up and then down up and then down. I am not sure how much of that one can take before they feel as if their life is falling apart maybe? Sometime, it feels as though all your problems are huge and couldn't get much bigger, then you turn and look and see that it could be much worse. Little of what is going on. Dave is still working in Nevada. How I would love to tell you that we are there with him, I can't. I believe we will be staying here in Montana for a long time. I don't really know how I feel about it though. I was really looking forward to the future of us all being together everyday of every week, Now all that seems to have changed:( Oh well, I do believe that nothing is to big to conquer. Yesterday was awesome. Dave (from Nevada) sent me a dozen roses to work for my birthday, a friend sent me balloons, gift baskets, candle wax burners, coffee cup, and my parents gave me a sweater. What a great birthday, but I must say there was one most important part of my life missing my HUSBAND:( I know that you have to do what you can to make you family's life easier. But I am here to tell you it is becoming harder. OK OK I will stop complaining. I know there are other people out there in a lot worse spots then me. I do however want Dave to know how much we love and miss him everyday he is gone from home.

up dates on the family!!!!

So I know it has been awhile since I posted last. Well, here is what has been going on. Dave has been home a couple times. And we are starting to learn how to deal with him gone a week at a time. It is very hard though. When he comes home he is home for 6 days and then gone for 8. The 6 days go by so quickly that it doesn't seem he is here that long.
The kids are doing good. Bailey is starting to do better in school and is trying a lot harder. He is enjoying math and reading now more then he has ever. Ricky, well Ricky would much rather be on a gaming system then do anything but he is doing good. I tell you that boy is getting big he is now taller than me. Katie well she is little miss thing, she loves school and to go to the after school program. She has been having a lot of fun singing at the after school program too. Dave is loving his job in Nevada. He doesn't like to be away from home but he is enjoying being at work. We have decided that it is best for us to stay here in Montana and have Dave travel back and forth so that we don't have to rent a house in Nevada or take the kids out of school and make them meet new friends and try and adjust to a new place. Dave also has a friend in Nevada that he has worked with for the past 3 or 4 years so it makes the stay down there a little easier for him. As far as I going everything is going OK. I am still working.